Last night was one of the best i've had in a long time.
I burned all my school work in a huge bon fire. rad.
I jumped into a freezing lake with my best friends while it was pouring rain.
Yet, it was sunny while the rain fell.
I ate a ton of junk food and smashed a cupcake into madi's soda.
I danced around the dock, and did a dance leap off the rocks into the water.
I ran down a road in the dark and popped balloons in a tree with a marshmallow stick.
I burned my toe on a coal. I talked with my best friends in the dark as we floated on a water trampoline. In our clothes.
Then i went to Madi's house and we looked through our year books and told stories and shared pictures. We talked and talked and watched videos for a long time.
we fell asleep at 4:30 a.m., watching none other than Panic at the Disco's "Live in Chicago" concert.
If i didnt have my friends to help me, my family to show me, my inspirations to guide me, then i would be a wreck. I would be lonely and unaccomplished. One of the most important thing to me is growth and letting things go. Letting parts of you go that don't matter anymore. That aren't relevant. "you know what it's all about? being able to loose the things that you don't need anyways"-KC
Learning to take a deep breath, shut your eyes, and drop the thing that your hands have been clutching onto for so long. And then you feel so tall. You feel so Powerful, you feel so daring. You feel so loved. And thats where it begins. The journey that we call life.
Everything is so perfect right now. Im ready for a new journey, a new mountain to climb, new high-fives and unforgettable vibes. Bring on the sweat and the hard work. Im not ready for a break. From school, yes. But from life, real life, no. Keep 'em coming.

Pills Pills Pills, because my body has chills

All i can say is that my heart is gurgling.
and my body has chills.
maybe tomorrow i wont need pills to function.
Watching "So You Think You Can Dance?" Makes me happy.
I feel like i should be out somewhere, doing something important.
This is definately a fever i can't sweat out.

Keep dreaming big.
Miss you all

Love MD