I had it all, but not what i wanted

I thought i had it all figured out. But now i realized that I'm hungry for work, and hungry for a packed, busy schedule. i cant just sit around and let the world do everything for me. I have to be up doing things for myself. things that i want, i have to work for. The greatest satisfaction comes from working your butt off at something and being the best you can. I want to reinvent myself to be more determined and headstrong. You get what you want, only if you can get it yourself. It's up to you to decide if you'll give it your all, or cheat yourself of greatness.

work work work

im busy busy, but i wish i could dance all day. that, and play music, and sing. also, lay in bed and listen to taylor swift songs.

This song is my song now. ive listened to it too many times to count. Id like to thank taylor for writing the perfect song to cry to... : http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3dSocSVb4M

And this, this amazing song...this is a song that an incredible person told me to listen to...he told me he loved it and that i would too. We talked about things we thought were amazing until we fell asleep. i wish every night was like that. http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hy8m90clHgw

I wish i was a rockette.

I wish i was Keltie's best friend.

I wish i was really good at guitar.

I wish i could write hit songs.

I wish my arms weren't so long.

I wish i didnt walk funny.

I wish people wouldnt give me weird looks for being happy.

I wish i could sleep better. im bad at it.

I wish i had a dance studio and a music studio in my house.

I wish my hair was shorter.

I wish it was kinda curly, too.

I wish that i could tell when somebody is going to treat me crappy.

I wish that i could travel around the world. being homeless and just lodging myself in any city that i felt like.

I wish that i had a beagle.

I wish i had every color of leg warmers and tights.

I wish that my teeth were whiter.

I wish that all my friends weren't busy with cool stuff. Or maybe i wish i was involved in something right now too.

I wish that i could eat breakfast every morning. it just doesnt happen.

I wish that i knew what my heart wanted. it changes its mind too much.

I wish that i could to a better high kick with my LEFT leg.

I wish that it was snowing.

I wish i could tell everyone i meet how i feel about the world. most people dont want to hear.

I wish that i had more defined leg muscles.

I wish that i could take more time to my makeup. it is usually crap.

I wish that i could meet taylor swift. be her best friend, too.

I wish that i had rad boots.

I wish that everyone would join me in skipping down the hallways and while singing happy songs.

I wish.....

I wish i didnt wish so much.